i was n o t what my parents expected
i was n o t what my parents expected
i was n o t what my parents expected
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i was n o t what my parents expected
Lifting up six thick blankets - with a note of concern he considers the idea that Rose is sick ; he takes care to tuck them in after him - Scorpius leans against her headboard , adjusting her so she’s as comfortable as can be accomplished in a twin bed .
❝I would first ask why you’re so disinclined to sleep alone, but tell me that at your leisure . What I'm really interested in ,❞ he continues , grinning , ❝- is this house. This is the Burrow ? It really is amazing . Which of your aunts or uncles or grandparents - don’t look at me like that , Rose , there are so many ! It’s hard to remember them all ! Which of them owns this now ? And how cool or oblivious are they to have let a Malfoy into it for Christmas ?❞
But Scorpius doesn’t need an answer , really . He sinks a little lower into the bed , his hand travelling to brush Rose’s hair lightly as he observes the ceiling . It has the worn look of generations of use , but not in the way Malfoy Manor does . It’s almost warm , almost cozy, this grimy ceiling , exactly like the rest of the house . Does Rose realize how lucky she is to have this , he wonders ? Warmth and family ? He bites his lip as he thinks on it ; of course she does . It’s just petty jealousy tearing at him . Really Scorpius should be dwelling on his own luck ; a wonderful girl next to him and a family willing to overlook his lineage downstairs . Surely Christmas has never been this good .
❝Well, I mean, there are different definitions of ‘meet,’ really.❞
His voice is unconvincingly nonchalant; when he was eleven, the numbers were too large to impose any real threat. They were there, they were part of life. Just like meeting Rose. The numbers marched on, too large to hold significance. But now that the clock is ticking through its last hour, they know something’s wrong.
It’s a big deal for Scorpius. Neither has even glanced at Rose’s, not for a while (actually, Scorpius had been keeping his mind off the subject of her timer for fear of boosting his hopes too high). He simply began to panic when he noticed the numbers, and now it’s all Rose can do to keep him calm. As his breathing begins to even out, he continues.
❝Maybe I’ve already met this person. You know, in the sense that I’ve introduced myself, or we’ve said a few words, or maybe even that we became friends,❞ he explains, knowing the last scenario is too good to possibly be true. ❝But maybe there’s something that’ll make me see this person in a- I dunno, a new way. You know? Like I’ll just say something or they’ll do something and more than the clock letting me know it’ll be-❞
The clock falls off his wrist with a clink; it’s still only him and Rose in the entrance hall. Renewed excitement swells his chest and he finds the courage to grin.
❝It’s not a big deal, Rose, I’m serious; it was just some Slytherin. Don’t worry about it,❞ he responds unconvincingly, taking her hand to reinforce it.